LIfe is Breezy when you take it Easy *.*

My fabulous personality is constructed by my spirit and youthful energy, and it helps me persevere through stressful life events....YES IT DOES! AIYIAYIAYIA!!!

Hoooaaaa!! still couple of assignments left, and 3 papers of exam, then this semester is DONE!! ALL DONE!!! U haf no idea, it was just like yesterday when i kissed my beloved penang home goodbye, and all of the wonderful outings with family,relatives and frens, all the quality time and crazy stuffs that we all did! Cant believe i get to do all that agaiN so sooon!!!I was just totally wrapped up with excitement and hapiness....... until today!!

During tutorial today, we were supposed to discuss bout cencorship, and my group's discussion was about internet blocking...u know, due to children's massive exposure to pornography, cyber bullying/abusing etc etc, and my classmate suddenly suggested "being tooo engaging and occupied with the internet can develop AntiSocial Behaviour"....and I was like thinking "erm...u talking bout me?"...Instantaneously i became silent, it really did bother me because like to be honest, my life in melbourne is almost equivalent to No Life...i admit i do 'socialize' with the internet and my laptop more than real human bodies out there. One of the key reasons is because IM SOO BUSY, especially this semester, assignments and presentations piled up like nobody's business, and i really am not the type of laid back individual, i haf to make sure the works that i submit are wayyyy beyond satisfactory, OR WOWs the tutors!!

I really dun understand, how the Ah Mo(s) can take things so easily, do they really feel that Life is allll about "One Night In Beijing", eat and drink all u wan, haf fun like there's no tomorrow. I mean i do act that way, but thats after the exam, after ive dealt with all the hustles and tustles, NOT EVERYDAY FRIDAY NIGHT! I really cant let myself drilled into their black holes of irresponsibility, hmmmm, i wonder if that is that a symptom of antisocial behaviour?? or worse 宅男, i find it so hard to reach a balance, an equilibrium, even if my frens ask me out for dinner every week, or social activities, i tend to just use "sorry....need to rush reports" as excuses....i Dunno lo, that is just SOO not me,remember when i was in college, i used to deal with things in such a proper and reasonable way, handling both academic and social life so well!!

OKOK, enough babbling and prattling, just cross fingers that my current uni life wont cause my colourful and extraordinary personality to fade away... I mean wads the big deal, u cant expect learning to always be a delighful experience, im just gonna promise myself to haf DOUBLE the fun and excitement during holiday la right?!?!? I guess its time to grow up, and take some responsibilites, rather than worrying bout having fun 24/7.

PS: HAHAHA, i know u guys would probably be reading this post and go like "wad the hell", "wads the point"......sorry if u feel that way, but it means something to me alright.. anyway haf a great day..toodles!

Xian's statement of the day.." If someone feels that they have never made a mistake in their life, it means they have never tried a new thing in their life"